It is Better to Give than to Recieve

I am continually blown away by how God can work in a life not only in big ways, but in smaller, more intimate ways that reveal His heart for us on a very personal level. I am feeling so blessed by being obedient to the things He has been asking of me.

This summer we opened our home to an amazing young woman. She needed a place to be for a couple months before heading off to college. I felt called to be that place, so did Todd. I could have never imagined all the things in store for me as I stepped up and invited her into our lives.

Sharing our time, space, food, and love with Jen has blessed me in more ways than I can begin to count. She reminds me a whole lot of myself at her age, many of the same internal struggles and relationship dynamics, as well as much the same facade as I chose to carry. I can not believe how much insight, perspective, and peace I have gained by being a listening ear, a voice of reason (I hope), and a prayerful friend. It is like looking at some of my own internal struggles with a lot more perspective than I could ever afford myself. As I feel such a strong desire to just gather her up and love her to pieces, I begin to feel less judgmental toward myself for having the same kind of struggles. I know God put her right here specifically for me to minister to her needs - and by that act, He has made it possible for me to begin to open up and let Him minister to mine. I am simply overcome with gratefulness and feel almost like a cheater to be receiving so much from something that I went into with no expectations.

Thank you Jen for your heart. You have a love of Jesus that is beautiful to behold. You have the voice of an angel, and your singing brings joy to my heart. Your tenacity and strength of character are an inspiration. I am so proud of you and feel so blessed to know you.